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Name: Maria
Age: 20
Gender: Female
Gender to be rated: (this means, do you want to be rated as a girl character? a guy? both? don't care?) Preferrably female, but if I strike you as any particular male character, you can vote me as a guy.
Height: 5'6"
Hair: Naturally it's brown, but I dye it a lot. Right now it's reddish.
Eyes: Brown with a tiny bit of hazel

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"Do you fear death?" I don't fear death so much as I fear dying. I mean, nobody can really know what happens when we die, but I'm fairly certain that whatever it is will just be a continuation of our journey. Now, dying - the horribly painful ways in which I might die - that scares me.
"Are you overly concerned about being the best or competition with others?" I'm pretty competitive, but I know when to admit that someone is better than I am and let it go.
"Do you often get afraid?" The things that scare me tend to be emotional - I'm often afraid that my friends only pretend to like me, or that if I lose love I'll never find it again. I'm very rarely afraid of rational things, only what my overly active imagination comes up with.
"Do you depend on others or do you prefer to work solo?" I like to work by myself or in a very small group. Too many people get in my way and try to run things, and I don't like authority unless it happens to be me.
"Do you have a large Ego or are you overly Arrogant?" I don't think I'm overly arrogant, but I do like myself a whole lot.
"Do you prefer to be directly in the chaos or somewhere on the outside?" I prefer to cause the chaos and then sit back and watch. That's the most fun.
"Do you thrive in chaos or would you prefer peace?" I'd really like peace in the sense of getting rid of wars and guns and things... but as far as complete randomness or peace and quiet, I'll take the chaos.
"How do you feel about love and romance?" Love is incredibly painful but still one of the most beautiful emotions. I think romance tends to be faked most of the time, but in cases of true love, romance is real and awesome.
"Do you feel sad or guilty at the suffering of others?" I'm an angry little person, and I like blood and guts, and fantasizing about blowing up my enemies or slowly dismembering them. When it comes to real suffering, though, rather than fantasies and horror movies, that tears me up.
"Does the idea of killing someone strike you at all?" Quite frequently, but I would never be able to do it. *points to last question*
"Rate your mood on a scale of 1-10, 1 being thoroughly depressed, and 10 being happy and joyful." Hm. I suppose I'm about a 6 or 7. I'm pessimistic, but I can usually tell when I'm being ridiculous with my angst.
"Rate your daily energy and activeness on a scale of 1-10, 1 being sluggish and tired, 10 being extremely hyper." I really don't have a set daily energy level. It always depends on my mood, the weather, what I've eaten, how much sleep I got, who has pissed me off, etc.. If I had to pick an average, I'd probably have to just go with 5.
"Do you consider yourself, Calm, Chaotic or Somewhere In Between?" I'm pretty chaotic. I have trouble trying to plan anything out because I despise having to do things at a given time. Really, I despise having to do things at all.
"Are you prone to violence?" No, though I am quite prone to violent thoughts.
"Do you trust others?" It doesn't take much for me to trust someone with basic things, like being able to meet me somewhere on time. I don't trust very many people with things of importance, though.
"Pick One: "In association with others I am.... A. Aloof. B.Very Social C. Avoidant D. Neutral" This totally depends on the person. If I get a bad first impression of someone, I go out of my way to avoid talking to him or her. If I get nice vibes from someone, I tend to be pretty social.
"Would you prefer doing something for a righteous cause or for personal gain?" Righteous cause... I hate people as a collective - they're purposefully ignorant and rude - but at the same time, I see good in them and I don't want them to suffer.
"Are you overly shy, very bold or somewhere in between?" In between. It all depends on my mood, and how comfortable I am when I'm in any situation.
"Shortly summarize your goals in life:" I want to get married, but for love, not for the sake of marriage like some people I could think of. I want to get through the rest of undergraduate school and go to grad school for music therapy. I want to read everything I can get my hands on. I want to impeach the President.
"What is your greatest fear in life?" Love. I'm afraid of the instability that being in love creates in my emotions, and I'm equally afraid of losing it.
"What is your greatest goal in life?" Didn't I already answer this? I can't pick one goal that's really any more important than the rest. My goals tend not to be set in stone anyway.
"Would you call yourself a Megalomaniac?" I have tendencies every now and then, but they pass quickly.
"Do you prefer constant attention?" Attention is nice, and I do tend to be a bit of an attention whore, but there are times when attention is the very last thing I want.
"How important are material objects to you?" I have a lot of stuff. A lot of stuff. But really, most of it isn't very important to me at all.
"Chose an Obsession: A. Love , B. Power , C. Wealth , D. Peace/Life E. Chaos/Death " Chaos. I just can't stand for anything to go normally for others because my life is so crazy.
"Choose a level of mental stability on a scale of 1-10 , 1 being thoroughly insane, 10 being very sane." Um. I suppose I'm at about a 4 or 5. I'm not a complete nutjob, but if you were inside my head, you'd probably be very uncomfortable.
"Briefly classify yourself, give a stereotype or social "Group" to place yourself in." I'm so random that this is pretty impossible. Really. I've been called a hippy, an emo kid, a punk, a nerd, a geek, a dork, and a plethora of other names.

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What's your favourite FF game? Why? VII. It has the best storyline of any of the games I've ever played. Storyline is the most important aspect of a video game.
What's your favourite FF character? Why? Yuffie. She reminds me a little of myself, and she's a freaking ninja.
Least favourite FF game? Why? I never really got into IV. It just didn't immediately draw me in like the others have.
Least favourite FF character? Why? I hate Seifer. I don't know why; I just do.


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