Name: Panida (rhymes with Anita)
Gender to be rated: (this means, do you want to be rated as a girl character? a guy? both? don't care?) doesn't matter, whoever matches me :)
Height: 5'2'' -.-
Hair: dark dark brown
Eyes: dark brown
(personality questions - NOTE: when you answer these questions, PLEASE provide reasons why you answered the way you did)
"Do you fear death?" Well, I don't exactly "fear" death itself, but more so death that comes too early/when I'm not ready. I would hate for it to take me before I feel I've accomplished everything I want to. It coming too late isn't good either, I wouldn't like living alone when all my loved ones have already gone.
"Are you overly concerned about being the best or competition with others?" Oh geez, I'm very competitive & enjoy "being the best". I'm not too upset when someone beats me as long as they deserve it. I like the spotlight, and can become quite
"Do you often get afraid?" Ha, I'm such a scaredy cat. I'm not a "risk taker" at all and am one of those people who watch scary movies but then totally regret it later. :P
"Do you depend on others or do you prefer to work solo?" Well, it depends. Each has its on pros and cons, I mean, in a group you can share the work, but you can't be sure the others will do their best y'know? By yourself, you have to do it alone, but you can be sure that the final product is how you want it.
"Do you have a large Ego or are you overly Arrogant?" I do have a healthy sized ego, but wouldn't call myself arrogant.
"Do you prefer to be directly in the chaos or somewhere on the outside?" I can do pretty well in chaos, but after awhile it really gets to me. Being on the outside is nice because you can take time to think about the situation and even join that chaos if you want.
"Do you thrive in chaos or would you prefer peace?" Again, I can handle chaos for a while but peace is preferred.
"How do you feel about love and romance?" I'm a hopeless romantic and day dream all the time. :)
"Do you feel sad or guilty at the suffering of others?" Well, I feel more guilty if the person suffering is connected to me, or is suffering as a RESULT of me. Otherwise, I feel sad that they have to weather what they're going through.
"Does the idea of killing someone strike you at all?" Haha, in the sarcastic sense yeah. Actually doing it, I definately couldn't. I can't even come to harm myself let alone someone else.
"Rate your mood on a scale of 1-10, 1 being thoroughly depressed, and 10 being happy and joyful." 7-8, I'm quite bubbly & have the ability to "spread cheer". When I'm low I tend to somehow bring people down with me too, my moods are infectious since I don't usually bottle things up so they're out there for everyone to see. When I'm depressed, I'm very depressed, there's not really an "inbetween" but I get over it quickly.
"Rate your daily energy and activeness on a scale of 1-10, 1 being sluggish and tired, 10 being extremely hyper." Ha again, 7-8. I've been described as "a bunny on cocaine".
"Do you consider yourself, Calm, Chaotic or Somewhere In Between?" Somewhere in between, I try to have control of my life though...which usually isn't successful.
"Are you prone to violence?" Uh, I can whack people pretty hard when provoked. I also have a black belt, so if the situation comes, I can handle myself. :)
"Do you trust others?" I don't spill my secrets often but I'm not paranoid of them turning on me either. I usually trust the person until they act suspicious I guess.
"Pick One: "In association with others I am.... A. Aloof. B.Very Social C. Avoidant D. Neutral" B.Very Social & D.Neutral, I've been a social butterfly since birth. I'm not the person that's exactly the same when with their friends as they are with strangers though, I'm social but not too social with strangers but I can talk/yell/talk/scream/talk/all that good stuff with my friends anytime.
"Would you prefer doing something for a righteous cause or for personal gain?" Well, I try to do things because they're righteous but having an insentive is always nice too.
"Are you overly shy, very bold or somewhere in between?" Somewhere in between, it really depends on the group of people though. If I don't feel I can relate, I don't overly exert an effort to try to become best friends with them & usually keep to myself and make casual conversation, things like that. I hate asking strangers random questions though.
"Shortly summarize your goals in life:" I want to move to the UK, get accepted into Oxford/Cambridge, become a dentist/orthdontist, and marry a wonderful & handsome english/irish man complete with hybrid accent, then have freakishly cute Eurasion kids :)
"What is your greatest fear in life?" I would hate to not have anyone love me or myself hating everyone, I couldn't imagine living without love.
"What is your greatest goal in life?" I hope that all the choices I make will lead me to being happy in the end.
"Would you call yourself a Megalomaniac?" Well, I don't think I am. I do like the song though ::shrugs::
"Do you prefer constant attention?" I do like attention, but constant attention would drive me insane. I couldn't imagine how the stars keep their sanity with no privacy y'know?
"How important are material objects to you?" I would say they're very important. I'm kind of ashamed that they matter so much to me, but I don't think I can change my attachment to them. I sort of start to love everything I have & its hard for me to part with things even if they're not essential. I'm the person that needs their things to be there, even if they're not used, because I wouldn't feel the same without them.
"Chose an Obsession: A. Love , B. Power , C. Wealth , D. Peace/Life E. Chaos/Death " Personally, I don't think I'm "obsessed" with any of those, maybe a little bit to love and power. If I had to choose one to be obsessed with, it'd be peace/life because that obsession would be the healthiest out of the choices.
"Choose a level of mental stability on a scale of 1-10 , 1 being thoroughly insane, 10 being very sane." "1 being thoroughly insane" haha, I love that :9. Anyway, I think 8-9, I'm quite stable but tend to mood swing. I can also have quite a temper, but my anger doesn't last very long.
"Briefly classify yourself, give a stereotype or social "Group" to place yourself in." Although I don't like stereotyping, I guess I'd say I'm a "preppy smart asian perfectionist" with an inner "emo kid" occasionally seeping through.
What's your favourite FF game? Why? VIII, & X. I'm more attached to games when I feel for the characters, and those had very diverse ones. X-2 wasn't that bad of a sequel, I liked it mainly because it was so..happy go lucky feeling? (and had an awesome battle system). VII is nostalgic for me, because it was my first FF.
What's your favourite FF character? Why? Ha, here's just a "few".
+Rikku/Selphie (their personalities are just too cute)
+Cloud (because of nostalgia again, I love him for being my first FF character.)
+Lulu (I just think she's awesome)
+Sephiroth (best villain, period.)
+Lani (psh, she's a BOUNTY HUNTER, c'mon)
+Squall (long story of nostalgia)
+Irvy Kinnepoo (what, I love me my cowboys.)
+Quistis (her whip.)
+Isaaru (the "Isaaru confiscated your monkey" amused me way too much and for the fact that he actually made his small child of a brother a guardian)
+Gippal (coolest character personality ever, plus he's hot to boot)
+CHOCOBOS (I was just as happy as Calli to ride one)
Least favourite FF game? Why? X-2 for its annoying mini-games.
Least favourite FF character? Why? OMFGQUINAQUINAQUINAQUINAQUINA, I. FEAR. HIM/HER. (woah, call me Fujin huh?) ,
silly faces are my specialty.
& hopefully the pink didn't make anyone tear :P