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The Survey

Name: Jennifer Berry
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Gender to be rated: Either. Just don't stick to females JUST because I happen to be one, foo'.
Height: 5'4"
Hair: Brown, but I dyed it red recently.
Eyes: Gray-Blue

(personality questions)
"Do you fear death?"
For myself, no. Death is part of life, and I can accept that. Everyone should. However, concerning death with someone I know... I do fear it. I fear losing someone dear to me, if it's from illness or a fatal accident... or if it's suddenly their choice to take their own death. In a way, I feel abandoned that way. And yet, I don't fear my own death.

"Are you overly concerned about being the best or competition with others?"
Nah, though I do believe everyone should do the best they can. No one can judge you unfairly if you do your best.

"Do you often get afraid?"
Depends on what I get afraid OF. I am afraid of things not working out, but I'm not afraid of anything tangible, I guess.

"Do you depend on others or do you prefer to work solo?"
Most of the time, I prefer to do work solo. I don't like asking for help, since I don't want to be a burden on anyone. I'm very independent. Also, others can slow me down sometimes, depending on who they are.

"Do you have a large Ego or are you overly Arrogant?"
Not really. I think I'm very good at something, but everyone is good at something. I just think of myself as honest.

"Do you prefer to be directly in the chaos or somewhere on the outside?"
I guess it depends on what the chaos is about! If it concerns me or someone I know and care for, I'm in the middle, no questions. I also try to do what I can based on morals. But if it's something I can't handle, I stay out of it and do what I can on the outside.

"Do you thrive in chaos or would you prefer peace?"
A little chaos makes it fun, but I can live without it. I guess I'm in the middle on this one, but if I had to pick... I'd go with peace. I just want the best for all of my family and friends, not for them to be involved in chaotic situations.

"How do you feel about love and romance?"
Fuck love, fuck romance. As far as I'm concerned, it doesn't really exist. I've had my experiences with it, and I always feel abandoned when my S.O. breaks it off with me. I can live without it.

"Do you feel sad or guilty at the suffering of others?"
If they deserve the suffering, then I don't care. But if they're innocent to what they're being hurt for, I feel horrible.

"Does the idea of killing someone strike you at all?"
If they deserved to be killed, then death to them. For example... rapists. Murderers. I'm very vengeful, I suppose.

"Rate your mood on a scale of 1-10, 1 being thoroughly depressed, and 10 being happy and joyful."
3. I try to remain optimistic, but in these dark times, it's hard to keep a smile. I'm basically in a general "fuck off" mood.

"Rate your daily energy and activeness on a scale of 1-10, 1 being sluggish and tired, 10 being extremely hyper."
5. I have enough energy to keep me going without being extremely lazy or hyper.

"Do you consider yourself, Calm, Chaotic or Somewhere In Between?"
Somewhere in between. I like a bit of both worlds.

"Are you prone to violence?"
Only when someone I feel deserves it. If someone angers me to the point where I feel I even have to threaten them, then they did something to deserve my wrath.

"Do you trust others?"
It's difficult to trust people. I can hang out with strangers, but it's hard to trust them with personal things.

"Pick One: "In association with others I am.... A. Aloof. B.Very Social C. Avoidant D. Neutral"
Neutral. I can converse and have a general good time, but that doesn't mean we're going to be immediate friends.

"Would you prefer doing something for a righteous cause or for personal gain?"
Righteous cause, because in turn that IS personal gain for my morality. I like to feel justified.

"Are you overly shy, very bold or somewhere in between?"
Bold, I guess. I don't hesitate to voice my opinion or get in your face if you piss me off.

"Shortly summarize your goals in life:"
To get a decent job after massage school, and be able to move on and continue with my writing and acting. I also hope to get a house, and help my mom with her debts. I want to be able to grow up happy, and without anymore tragedies.

"What is your greatest fear in life?"
To be abandoned by everyone I love.

"What is your greatest goal in life?"
To be able to make enough cash to live somewhere I really adore. <3

"Would you call yourself a Megalomaniac?"
I'm the last person who's God-like. And no one else deserves the title, either. No one is really better than anyone else, asshole!

"Do you prefer constant attention?"
Nah. Just some. I don't always need it, others sometimes need more attention than me, don'tcha know.

"How important are material objects to you?"
Hmm, just some. For communication and entertainment value. But I guess most of all... I could not live without my CD player. I always need music.

"Chose an Obsession: A. Love , B. Power , C. Wealth , D. Peace/Life E. Chaos/Death "
Difficult, difficult... I don't really care about any of those options. I suppose maybe... life. Because it's the only thing we really all have.

"Choose a level of mental stability on a scale of 1-10 , 1 being thoroughly insane, 10 being very sane."
3-5. I got problems, and I'll admit to it.

"Briefly classify yourself, give a stereotype or social "Group" to place yourself in."
Goth/Lonewolf. I like to be by myself, and I dress in a lot of black/gothic clothing. And I'm damned pale. I'm not entirely unsocial, though. Hey, you asked stereotype, so it ain't my prob if others don't look deeper. :D

(FF related)

What's your favourite FF game? Why?
FF7. It was my first one, and I never get tired of playing it. It's an amazing storyline with great characters that I never get sick of. I adore it, I absolutely LOVE it. The fanbase of FF7 scares me, though.
What's your favourite FF character? Why?
Toughie. I guess Squall, because he's very conflicted. When I first started playing FF8, I was about 12 or 13. I really related to his character and personality. I was disappointed with the romantic angle, but I really did enjoy Squall himself. Yet ironically, FF8 isn't really my favorite. Eh-heh.
Least favourite FF game? Why?
FFX-2. Oh, please; I gotta explain? It's COMPLETELY different from FFX. I hate it, because Yuna SUDDENLY wears these clothes so unlike her. Why are Wakka and Lulu MARRIED? The only good thing about FFX-2 is Paine. She's sexy.
Least favourite FF character? Why?
Hmm... Rosa from FF4. Useless, generic, boring. God, I can't stand her.

Pictures! Well, I don't really have many. Except one. I don't have a scanner. Groan.

Gawd, this picture sucks. I don't even really look like that anymore.
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