Gender to be rated: I've been mistaken for a man online, haha.
"Do you fear death?"
I've come to realize how fragile our mortality really is, and how quickly it can come to end. There are things I want to do, people I want to help, and death has a way of coming in between what you would like to do. I fear death now. If I could, I just might live forever.
"Are you overly concerned about being the best or competition with others?"
Publicly, no. Internally, I'm known to berate myself constantly over a loss and try to justify it, whether the reason be a good or bad one. So yes.
"Do you often get afraid?"
I'm rarely frightened. I'm more so frightened for others than myself.
"Do you depend on others or do you prefer to work solo?"
I can go either way. If I lack the confidence, I require assistance from an outside source. I don't tend to have too much difficulty admitting it either.
"Do you have a large Ego or are you overly Arrogant?"
I can be egotistical. Again, this is more internal than external. I have the tendency to believe myself better than others, yet a moment later I feel inferior to the world. I find it best to keep my mouth shut when it comes to such feelings.
"Do you prefer to be directly in the chaos or somewhere on the outside?"
Outside. If I feel somewhat threatened even on the outside looking in, I'll stray from the mess entirely.
"Do you thrive in chaos or would you prefer peace?"
Peace mostly, but a bit of drama makes the world go round.
"How do you feel about love and romance?"
Where do I begin? I won't make it lengthy, but I'm terrified of rejection. However, I look forward to one day spending a very long time with a man I deeply love. I think love is a necessity in generous doses, and romance is all right as long as it's not taken to the point of 'you're making me want to vomit...'.
"Do you feel sad or guilty at the suffering of others?"
I'm a very empathic person, so I do tend to feel sad and sometimes even guilty for not helping. But seeing me help someone in need is usually a rare occurence.
"Does the idea of killing someone strike you at all?"
I doubt I could ever live sanely with the thought of someones' death on my hands.
"Rate your mood on a scale of 1-10, 1 being thoroughly depressed, and 10 being happy and joyful."
4 the majority of the time. Once again, internally. I try not to wear my feelings on my shoulders.
"Rate your daily energy and activeness on a scale of 1-10, 1 being sluggish and tired, 10 being extremely hyper."
4 seems to be my number.
"Do you consider yourself, Calm, Chaotic or Somewhere In Between?"
Somewhere in between. It usually depends on the situation.
"Are you prone to violence?"
No. Only playful violence.
"Do you trust others?"
Hardly. I don't think I trust anyone completely.
"Pick One: "In association with others I am.... A. Aloof. B.Very Social C. Avoidant D. Neutral"
A and C.
"Would you prefer doing something for a righteous cause or for personal gain?"
As much as I would like it to be righteous, it would probably end up as a personal gain.
"Are you overly shy, very bold or somewhere in between?"
I lean more toward shy than anything, especially with people I don't know.
"Shortly summarize your goals in life:"
I would love to either entertain, or have a hand at productions. That, or something to do with writing.
"What is your greatest fear in life?"
Rejection and solitude.
"What is your greatest goal in life?"
"Would you call yourself a Megalomaniac?"
No. Just no.
"Do you prefer constant attention?"
Sometimes. It depends from who.
"How important are material objects to you?"
Not very. I am partial to my computer, but that's more for knowledge/professional purposes.
"Chose an Obsession: A. Love , B. Power , C. Wealth , D. Peace/Life E. Chaos/Death "
A. Even though I don't seek it, I will for, hope, and crave it desperately.
"Choose a level of mental stability on a scale of 1-10 , 1 being thoroughly insane, 10 being very sane."
Toughy. Even though I'm depressive and such, I know better. I know I'm strong enough to pull through just about anything. 7 1/2.
"Briefly classify yourself, give a stereotype or social "Group" to place yourself in."
Barely possible. But since I have to -- Loner.
What's your favourite FF game? Why?
FFVIII. Not really sure I can answer that and make it sound any less superficial than it's about to sound... I liked the characters and the graphics :) The story was okay, I just wish they would have focused more on character development and story.
What's your favourite FF character? Why?
Quistis Trepe. She's intelligent, gorgeous, and so sad. She was stiffed at the end of the game, and even though she fell into the background and watched sadly as the one she loved (sisterly love my behind..) moved along with someone else, she still kept a strong deposition through it all.
Least favourite FF game? Why?
FFX. Really freakin' annoying. I didn't even finish the game.
Least favourite FF character? Why?
Aeris. I don't really have a great reason. I just never liked her. Everyone else I was at least tolerant with.
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